music

2009-08-29T01:29:00.001-07:00

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2009-08-02T00:03:00.000-07:00

31july2009,

went out with joey after.i put some red dye/gel on my hair.during the mrt journey is really weird i can found some people continuosly staring at my hair,i didn't know it will get so much attention.there was a lady sitting right in front of me keep looking up from her handphone to look at me.it so damn obvious i wonder what is she trying to hide or maybe alot are just wondering what is my age why am i able to dye hair or maybe thinking i am a dropout or what.no matter what that doesn't really affect my mood.

i meet joey at bishan mrt and i got lost at circle line again.damn.we went to bugis there to get joey's pointe shoe for ballet.we need some time to find the shop after getting in the shop i see alot of ballet dressing and shoe.the ballet cost $45.Wows my eyes widen it is really like how pretty they are.ha.eat at bugis junction,yoshinoya.we were quite noisy in the shop taking photo and eating loudly or laughing.i haven't never tried longan mix with sprite.hahas it is not bad .

go to ions and finally notice that there are actually alot of floors untill B4 downwards.it is really too big.than go to Takashimaya to bug mac ice cream,trying to find present for didi.go to center point afterward go hougang mall to borrow library book.

"don't blame everything on fate,

because there is always a way for you to change it.''

"i won't cry or complain because i get what i wanted,

but ..

i will cry or complain because i didn't get what i wanted."

2009-07-23T07:35:00.000-07:00

23july 2009,

today the d&t me and nicole found out that the problem of the headphone cover was okay and we were damn happy about it,we really flip our head upside down we really can't find any problem.i really hope to get a headphone but the brand i wanted is not available in singapore outlets.after school eat roti prata with yapps than go to choir play captainball for PT.it is bad as not really everyone is playing but it was not bad during choir lesson,can hear darius lim's new songs.alot of him songs were brilliant or to say it was so easy to sing.hmms..not all maybe to the english we were alright.lately alot of things happen and i wonder what am i really thinking.darius's songs is really like normal songs we are singing now and that's why it is easy for us to sing.Like mirotic,nobody and many others songs is easy to sing when you listen once.

'i'm born to be selfish.

i don't like sharing,

i don't like telling people what i know only,

i hate people start knowing what i am hiding,

i hate it when there's nothing for me to hide anymore.

i am not special anymore.'

'talking to my friend on phone yet i don't hear anything,

staring on the board what teacher write yet i don't see anything,

seeing a box of mango right infront of me yet i don't smell anything,

eating a packet of sweets yet i don't taste anything,

seeing my friends caring for me yet i don't get touched or anything,

looking at the mirror at myself yet i don't feel this is me.'

'there's a limit to how close a friendship might be,

don't start crossing over my 'line',

invading my personal space,

and start thinking you know me,

i will start hating you,

the world is always cruel so do i.

if i don't do this i might start getting hurt myself or,

lose my freedom.'

2009-07-19T05:59:00.000-07:00

18july2009,

today wake up at 6o'clock to go to yokexin's house.for the 'ROMP 09!' we need to go to the CCAB at 8,we reach there before 8 i think than about 9.30 than the real competition starts.it's really boring that we have to wait so long and i am damn tired cause i am not used to early waking up usually on weekends.the first game we lose,second and third and fourth we manage to get good score and win but the fifth we lose again.we need to wait for the result to come out and we got a few hours so we went walking around.we went to the W.A.D club booth to take photos with the miss yeo if i am not wrong,than went to try out on the Tchouckball it is really a weird game,the rules are weird also.since it is a new sports so we know nothing about it.starting when we start playing i start defending and trying to get the ball but i was wrong the game is who are not allow to defend we are supposed to let the other team to get the ball.-.-ll no defense?? what type of game is this?.and worse in this game i get hit 4 times,the 4times is all at the important areas like 1st is on chest ''i'm glad it didn't become flat.hahas.do i really kare?" 2nd is on the lower region where 'u know' 'uknow' that place. "it hurt like hell cause it directly bounce onto my 'there,worse is i can't believe people they are laughing without helping" ,3rd is on the shoulder "i don't know the guy hate me or something but throw a damn hard ball and send it flying towards me" 4rd is my back "this is even worse i already get out of the game and standing at the side and the ball directly hit onto my back"

after playing the Tchouckball suddenly our captain of our team 'Happy People' run to us saying me got another game and we are already late for 20s than we all start running back to the place we are having our competiton.we lose again cause we are all thinking that we are not supposed to have another game and we thought we can go home already.after losing,we didn't go home straight.we went to see the basketball wheelchair and become my member go play the game.starting i stand at the side seeing them play and i am in charge of the items and handphones.i did get to try out the game but i think sitting down playing basketball doesn't suit me.

about 6 something my family come and fetch me at CCAB there than at night buy durian.=] and i forgot to mention i had 4 cokes.

19july2009,

i wake up to be greet by a instant of pain on my back and thigh.i remember getting hits by netball and tchoukball and it's been long since i play so virgously.i think i'm getting older,my body can't take all this 'pressure'.my body is like torn,bending is worse,is like i get stretch or something almost my whole body is suffering bad damnage.my hand,neck,shouldeer,finger,arms,legs,thigh,ankle,foot,stomach,chest,back,waist hurt.every small movement i move i could feel the pain rushing up on me.like breathing hardly my chest hurt,walking down and up the stairs my leg hurt,squatting or bending hurt my stomach,waist and thigh,tossing around the bed make my back and waist crack,stretching my arms and hand hurt.totally what i do it hurt even typing i have to move my hand and shifting my position when sitting is also bad.

anyways went to ice age 3 with javen and kor.i was sitting nicely when the show end,it was terrible i had difficulty standing up.

i really feel sick,every where uis hurting my hips there hurt alot too.and worse i have sunburn on my face.this is the result of playing sports from 8am-6pm."ahhss...i really dying of pain!!"

'someone may ask why are you smiling when you are losing?

my replied is:

my motive is not to win but to play netball. i know netball isn't my type,

so no matter how hard to go against the wall i wont't get any thing back only injury.

my determination level is not high what i will do is just find a way i can walk through.

simple and clean'

'first time feeling this pain,

first time knowing this difficulties,

first time knowing what i am good at and not,

from this pain i understand the words from no pain no gain.

i get to enjoy yesterday and today is where i get my pain back.

2009-06-26T06:05:00.000-07:00

24/6/09,

starting go to hougang but nothing to do so we went to plaza singapura,buy mac and walk over to the cathay to eat.went to see movie with my student,Land of the Lost.both of us sit at a couple seats and it is really comfortable and so fun.hahas.turning and twisting to find the most suitable place.both of us keep getting shock and jumping on our seats.

it was quite funny and the dinosaur is really cute!the movie didn't take long.the movie is more of comedy and some parts are non-understandable to young kids,can be harmful to those innocent eyes but in the end the movie is quite nice only some part doesn't seems to have any meaning to it & some outrageous parts usually those pervetic parts.how they get into another dimension is really weird.

25/4/09,

today got nothing to do so plan to go out with my sis go see transformers 2.i went to buy sushi and went up to buy 2.30pm time slot at ehub.fifi buy nacho eat.we enter the cinema and i sit f1(meaning the seats).the movie was marvellous,all the transforming and fighting was cool and this make the movie great!there are laughing scene and non-stopping exciting parts.the movie give you no time to stop getting shock or excited.after seeing transformers i can't stop myself from lovin cars and i can't tear away from those beautiful cars.the soundtrack is also nice,new divide by linkin park & 21 guns by green day.

26/6/09,

today went out with Joey go to cineleisure and watch Thread of Destiny [Akai Ito].a movie that surpass sky of love [koizora],this is what the wallpaper wrote.both of us went to eat long john silver,the fish and chicken is so hard to cut.maybe long john is never my taste of food,so i don't really like it.

the movie is too dramatic cause too many sad happening occur in one time,unstoppable crying scene.the loving scene is too short also but the whole movie is too draggy cause ..i also don't know why maybe because it has no ending.after seeing a no ending movie joey and my first reaction is "WAH LAO~~".i was thinking that maybe it is drama and cut into many parts because i see Love Generation before.

after coming home i went to check for more information about this movie and found out that it is a drama and the ending was Mei and Atsushi got together.

3 things i learn from the different movies.

"you got to believe what you can do,if you give up it will be your own fault"

"Sometimes life isn't that simple as you thought"

"Life have alot of problems but yet i believe in destiny that you will be there for me"

2009-06-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

1st day of OBS,

walk to school with shuyi after that meet everyone in school..

total there are 16 people than sit on a small white bus.

reach punggol jetty and we started to separated into different group

my group have jerlin and wenjun and shikin,

others is from other school like jurong ville,shu qun and sebawang.

a 'MC' start telling our group name and our intructor names.

there is many different school like nayang girls,compassvale,chua chu kang.

but only sebawang,shuqun,jurong ville,greendale mix into 4 different group.

my group name is COOK.james cook.and our intructor is called jasmine

we sit with our group on a boat,in the boat there is inside and outside.

since others all squezze on the outside the 4 greendale student sit inside.

we reach pulau ubin,we put down our stuff and start playing to memorize names

starting we have 14 people in our groups only.

there is zhaowei,farhana,azim,syukuri,jerlin,clarrissa,amin,derek,wenjun,shikin,faye,hazirah,haziqah and me.

after that we go to take our food for the 5days and 4 nights.

all bread and biscuit for our lunch and breakfast

than i think another people come to joing our group from jurong ville.

we went to pitch our tent after eating our lunch.

we pitched untill dawn cause this is the first time we pitch

than cook our dinner.

our sleeping place is so far that is like km away.

2nd day of OBS,

when kayaking on the morning than went to change to clean clothes

carrying a bag that weight almost more than7 kg.

this is what i feel,hahas.

carry from camp site 2 to camp 1

after reaching we went to play rock climbing

and this time i reach the top quite fast cause i don wanna lose

and since alot of people reach the top i don think i cannot

after reaching we still need to pitched our tent again.

and dinner was the best as we get to eat normal food.

3rd day of OBS,

we got land expetition,meaning to carry all the food and tent with us to another place

before we start,the morning we have a very difficult PT

and we play games and COOK get 1st.hahas

than when we about to start faye was going back to singapore and haziqah also going back

cause one is backbone problem one is cut her hand.

our mission for the land expetition is to find the checkpoint.

it was totally failure,we walk for damn long but only look for one

after that get lecture by jasmine again.

than we set off going to jelutong camp site

our tent was pitched at the beach.

since two girls go home we separated into 3 and 3.

shikin,me and jerlin sleep together.

at night the three of us wanna go to toilet and the toilet is damn far

so we hold hand and walk over to the toilet

at night can keep hearing dog barks.

4th day of OBS,

today is sea expetition

meaning to kayak from jelutong to camp 2

and it will be very long.

i partner up with clarrisa from shuqun secondary.

it was really dizzy from the sun and the current

but in the end because something happen to clarrisa i suddenly become awaken.

i must do much more but is still quite fun.

we reach camp 2 at about 2-3 something.

we were wet and sticky and needed to pitched our tent

after that than can bath.

at night we cooked our dinner and it was really great

it was the most fun cooking and thing in the camp

5th day of OBS,

morning we wake up to play games with another group and doing PT.

after that we need to pack things and starting we lost alot of things.

but lucky poncho and bag ang tug got found.

we only need to pay $1.60

we went to play the game of trust and talk about alot of things.

it was really sad and we were late for our meeting of everyone

i really like COOK alot.hahas

you are strong when you wanna get to the destination,

you will be strong when you wanna be the one winning,

but..sometimes it is not just about yourself,

you will get much stronger when you doing for someone,

when protecting someone,

when caring for someone,

the strength come naturally because,

you know you need to be much stronger than the person,

just to make the someone safe & sound.

2009-05-31T06:41:00.000-07:00

29/5/09,Friday

today went to see a movie Dance,Subaru!舞吧! 昴.actually the real motive is see dbsk but actually the movie is also quite interesting there is story line.there is alot of meaning and things to learn from this movie.like you have to go through alot if you wanna to get your dreams and never give up.''dancing on verge of life and death' i really think this sentence make sense cause if you don't put your heart into the thing you wanna do you can never do it well.the grace the stephanie also appear in the movie and the songs are nice and familiar.like faraway by koda kumi was sang beautifuly,eat you up by boa is already heard alot of time and my favourite bolero by tohoshinki was totally great.when bolero was played in the movie i can really feel that it is about a girl that strive through alot to get the dream of dancing,she is talented just continue dancing.it is good to know what you are good at, at least you know which way you are going to aim but without even knowing which way can you chosse it will be very difficult.

31/5/09

today see 'Hanazakari no Kimitachi e ' de drama it is really nice and than i notice a guy from Smap he sppeared in the show as a teacher than i remember that Jejung said in Smapxsmap he watch this drama than i really wondered how will their reaction be,like how a artist see another artist.Ikuta Toma and Oguri Shun is also very good at acting.even though this is not the first time seeing but i think it is still very funny.

learning to treasure the one beside you is most important.

what they did to lie to you.

what they did to hurt you.

what they did to make you cry.

you may hate them,

you may want them to disappear,

you may want them to go and never return,

you may want them to have the taste of what you get,

but REMEMBER..

the loneliness you had,

the happiness you had,

the sadness you had,

the excitment you had,

it always wih that person.

forgive & forget sometimes can bring goodness.

2009-05-23T01:02:00.001-07:00

camp is coming ..

busy packing stuff..

there is alot of question to ask..

like is this pants allow? should i bring long sleves? is this cap allow?when i going to use the wet attire?

and many more..hahas.

this few days my earpiece got some problem so sad.

i hope it will alright

orwise i will die.

even though can buy other type but i really like this model cus it is special

now i aiming for some bigger headphones also

it is $55 quite expensive

sometimes people never see what you have done

they never remember,

everything just pass so easily.

what does beautiful means?

living in a world with no worries or,

being a very pretty person that everyone like or,

just having your family beside you.

beautiful have different meaning to describe things,

like beautiful face features,

beautiful voices that is projected out,

beautiful picture that you have drawn,

beautiful life you have with the ones you loves.

what things will you name them as beautiful?

2009-05-17T19:05:00.000-07:00

16may2009
starting meet jerlin at punggol plaza
than meet qinyi at punggol mrt
meet tina and yilin at sengkang mrt
at bugis mrt there meet xiaoqian and stephanie chen
it has been a long time for me to go out with many people usually i only go out with one
we went to popular
a card member only can bring in 3 people but lucky there is an aunty infront of us she is alone
so all of us can go in together without anyone being left behind
once we enter,everyone started to go different ways
a few at level 4 another few at level 5
xiaoqian,jerlin and yilin went to queue up to buy money
me and stephanie went out the popular to find qinyi and tina
we sit at the stairs to wait for them
the stairs is quite small and me and tina must keep stand up went anyone wanted to walk pass.
yilin msg me and tell us go eat first
the 4 of us walk back to bugis to eat mac
than went shopping to wait for the other 3
later they also go eat mac yet we didn't eat together

about 4 going to 5 we go take train go back.
i can see everyone face abit bored
i really wanted to do something but i can't spilt myself
stephanie and xiaoqian go plaza singapura
jerlin,tina and yilin left when we reach sengkang mrt

in the end the conclusion of the whole thing is,not really everyone is enjoying and worse is i didn't buy anything yet for the choir thingy.both is not a good thing.this is the 1st time after being in greendale i called many people out cause since i had a bad experience in primary school so i never tried before,and i don't like it.i thought maybe this time will be different but i guess it will never change.and i give up thinking it will changed.and really sorry to the seven people,i should have really planned probably.even though some mayb think it is enjoyable but the enjoyable moment we are not together,we are happy only went we are separated in groups.have the seven of us really walk together or even sit down together..
after that i think very hard.if i cannot let 7 people to coperate how am i going to let the choir listen to me?

17may2009
today eat my grandmother mother's day lunch or dinner.
all i know is i miss a meal.
finding a steamboat shop is troublesome.
again i go bugis
the first shopp...
starting we chose an outside seat cause there are 16 of us and the inside is very squezze but the waiter all said chose inside so we walk in than it is really squezze and we said we can separate table but they said no,they tell us to go in the aircon there so we walk down the stair,we wanted bbq than below people said bbq must go out and tell us to go upstair again than now my aunty really get angry saying "don't eat this stall already!" than walk out of the shop.it make our mood all turn bad. than finally we found another steamboat shop and we eat there.
after eating we went bugis to shop,we went to a G2000 shop and the promoter services was very bad and is those 'people' again,everywhere we go will be 'people'.i wonder if i am really in singapore.than a sentence rang me "why am i even speaking chinese in singapore?" my cousin said that.even though not all singaporean know how to speak english but at least a shopping mall's promoter will know it is not like any uncle or aunty from hawker center.if a KFC manager don't even know what does female means,do she even have the right to be a manager.and it doesn't make any sense why we must speak the langaues the promoter knows only,why does the promoter learn many languaes for.

18may2009
today listening comprehension chinese one.
got one story is about 'poor' vietam ladies going to other countries to get marry
because they did it because of the family and a lot of bullshit.
i dunno why but i heard this kind of story saying how pitifull they are i wanted to puke
if they are suffering so much in other countries why do they even come over
i wanted to rub away the question
i would rather hear music than this kind of story that is not truth

lunch go eat swensen with mi and di.

eat omellete again.oishi!

eat banana spilt also.oichi!

sometime you thought that you understand the person,

you thought you know everything about the person,

you thought you and the person is close,

one day,you saw the picture,

that you and he/her,

is never close.

2009-05-15T05:02:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
-Forehead..

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
-Wahs..Exam again..but nehmind last one

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- Yapps Mins

4. Would you consider yourself be spoilt?
- Not really.cause since i will be doing housework.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
-Maybe..

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
-Yupps..Primary school

7. Do you want someone dead?
-Hmms..My hatred level is not so high..

8. What does you last text message say?
-Secret..

9. What are you thinking of right now?
-Jaejoong must be Number 1.Yunho must not act in the drama. & i want to drink something!

10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- not really..

11. What time did you go sleep last night?
-hmms..11 something.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you're wearing now?
-Tampines Rover FC?

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
-i dunno..hahas..

*14. 10 people tagged to do this quiz :
1) Yilin
2) Stephanie Soo
3) Stephanie Chen
4) Tina
5) Joey
6) Yschelle
7) Junwen
8) Nicole
9) Joning
10) Jianing

15. Who is 2 having relationship with? [SS]
-hmms..am i allow to said anything..?hahas

16. Is 3 a male or female? [SC]
-female if she is my yunnie but male if become my yunjin

17. If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing? [JW&JN]
- of course since we are classmates..

18. What is 1 studying about? [YL]
- POA,English,Maths,Chinese,Phy/Chem,Social Studies,Geography Elective.

19. Is 4 single? [TN]
- hahas..i think so.. *Curious*

20. Say something about 2? [SS]
- she is currently short for age.doesn't look like her age.scary at sometimes but in the end we are still sharing room even she don't like and we in the same bed hahas..

21. What you think about 3 and 6 being together? [SC&YS]
-Hmms..different personality

22. Describe 9 [JN]
- big forehead..always fight with me..naughty..*shake head* *sigh*

23. What'll you do if 6 and 7 fight? [YS&JW]
-they now hardly talk to each other.i guess there's no reason to fight unless..

24. Do you like 8? [NC]
- of course..she give me alot of things and mostly is is my LPP.joking.actually is because she is always beside me .really wanna thank her.=p

2009-05-12T02:25:00.000-07:00

ahs...this few days so boring.
like keep eating fast food.
friday eat swensen at compass point
at night oso go compass point
saturday hmms..go changi village change a disc than go bedok to eat than go parkway parade
after that bring someone back home to yishun and finally HOME
sunday go malaysia..at night eat Vivo
monday go eat in a hotel Nyonya buffet
after that meet nicole and joning for studying
at night eat KFC with nicole..
today eat lunch with Yapps & fifi
i and fifi eat roti prata & Yapps eat Ngoh Hiang again.hahas
Monday actually isn't really a good day as during night time.
my parent quarrel again

P.S
what pain hurt you most?
physical or mentally?
physical is for awhile or sometime it can have a scar
but mentally ...is there any medicine that can heal
this things doesn't happen the first time
but why do i feel like i am going to lose them anytime.
selfishness can bring another person to an end
selfishness can bring unhappiness among each other
why not try to understand each other?
since you have been together for so long..
i never wanted you two to be separated..
it hurt seeing both of you saying words that aren't meant to use against each other.
even i can't see but i still can hear and feel.

2009-05-04T05:48:00.000-07:00

today is the FIRST TIME of my life eating MOS BURGER
it is abit exaggerating but it is real.
i have never step into mos burger before as i thought that there is nothing for me.
but today when i got into Compass Point Mos Burger i saw the menu
and i think it should be alright so i try out the Chesseburger
eating with Nicole.
after that we went back her house to use laptop.
actually half the time in her house
we we trying to make her psp conect to the internet
something like the DNS error keep popping out so in the end FAILED~
Nicole's brother looks are more mature so starting i thought he was older or something.
today also get the ring from my Yunjin dongsaeng.
we both brought the same.
to my disapointment,the ring only fit my last finger.
all is too fat to fit in.
sad and happy at the same time.
happy is getting the ring.
sad is getting the ring but not able to wear it any other finger.
can see but cannot wear.

another thing i found out today..
the outside of the living room of the house can show how a family behave
you don't even need to go to that house often
you can just understand by how the furniture is place.
if there are many things,or maybe personal thing meaning the family will spend time together at the living room
if the living room look spacious or nothing is really there meaning the family always spend their time alone in their own room

2009-04-30T02:54:00.000-07:00

today is mid-year examination for english.i write 350 words for letter writing after that i write a compo of 436 words than because there is still time and i have nothing much to do so i write another compo question about 520 words.hahas.there is alot of ideal for stories but the problem is writing it down.
today choir actually is going to hand over ex-cos for 09,and today is teacher announce me being the president.i should be happy i know but after hearing something else,my mood swing.it is not like it really will affect me during choir but to me it is a bad news.since THAT person doesn't like me he can object me being the president,what's the point of letting me be the president to make me lose face.i will surly make their life hard,i will do the things they don't like.
anyways it is so long not writing a post.i fall in love with a song Again & Again.i feel it sound like our life when i didn't see the translation cause our everyday is always repeating.Going school,go home,do homework,play computer,see television,go out shopping,watch movie and sleep next day everything is the same again.

2009-03-20T03:10:00.000-07:00

All 21 people must do unless don't have blog !

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head,And then answer the questions.Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them.After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.

1)YilinKoh
2)StephanieSoo
3)Tina
4)StephanieChen
5)YschelleLim
6)FangQi
7)Jerlin
8)Juyin
9)YilinLau
10)Yokexin
11)Elizabeth
12)Junwen
13)Joey
14)Javen
15)Huishan
16)Nicole
17)XiaoQian
18)QinYi
19)Jocelyn(choir)
20)Jasmine
21)Sherril

How did you meet 7?
Escape Theme Park with Yschelle

What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
that will be too strange since she is my cousin..hahas.

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
that will never happen..age gap..& both are girls for good sake..

Have you ever seen 17 cry?
yupps.during choir.

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
i don't think so...both have different liking towards things

Do you think 11 is attractive?
to me..ya maybe as i like seeing her wearing spect or contacts..even if she is abit fierce?

What’s 2’s favorite color?
Purple.COMFIRM.

When was the last time you talked to 9?
Last Last week..since we only talk in Chemistry class.

What language does 8 speak?
mostly chinese

Who is 13 going out with?
she is single..i think..or is she hiding things from me..hahas

What grade is 16 in?
same as me..sec 3

Would you ever date 17?
of cus if i am a boy..

Where does 18 live?
i dunno..punggol or sengkang?

What is the best thing about 4?
can talk to me alot of DBSK's things and mostly Yunjae..Love her

What would you like to tell 10 right now?
Kor..don't so fierce..

What is the best thing about 20?
treat me eat sushi..

Have you ever kissed 2?
no she kiss me..hahas

What’s the best memory you have of 5?
alot..like playing water together?hahas..

When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
school reopen.

How is 7 different from 6?
hmms..7 is more apple head..hahas

Is 2 pretty?
hardly heard people saying her pretty usually is cute only..but compared to me yah she is pretty

What was your first impression of 15?
i think wind can blow her down..

How did you meet 3?
through choir and yilinkoh

Is 15 your best friend?
my cousin..hahas

Do you hate 12?
Totally not..we are known each other too long to hate her..

Have you seen 18 in the last month?
of cus.we see each other during recess & cca times

When was the last time you saw 16?
school ends..

Have you been to 5’s house?
Punggol one or New one?

When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
School starts.if she come to school.

Are you close to 11?
Last time yes but now still ok..

Have you been to the movies with 4?
nopes..we haven been out before..

Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
of cus not..i am a good girl.

Would you give 19 a hug?
sure..but we aren't that close..

When have you lied to 3?
i wouldn't.cus there is nothing to hide..

Is 11 good at socializing?
hmms..she have quite many friends..including me

Do you know a secret about 8?
not really..

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18?
both of them are from edgefield but they don't seem to know each other

What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
hmms.talking in chemistry class about the big forehead?

What’s the worst thing about 6?
hmms..cannot said..

Have you ever had a crush on 12?
i do like her as a friend but never think more than this..

How long have you known 2?
from the day i born

Does 11 have a bf/gf?
should be no.

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
nopes.she is my student..

Has 21 met your mother?
nopes..i met hers..

How did you meet 11?
same class in sec1

Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
nopes.she is a nice girl

Do you live close to 7?
- Yes.Punggol.

What is 8’s favorite food?
i am not really close with her

What kind of car does 1 have?
She cannot drive.

Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
Nope.

If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?
Clothes? Outing?

do the quiz if you saw your name

2009-03-20T02:27:00.000-07:00

today went out with student.
went to hougang mall first.
eat our mac again
trying to caculate our money untill headace
than later sit train to changi airport
saw two 'old hag' keep staring at us
so we play play awhile with them
we went to terminal3
than went to bugis to buy student's bag
finally we brought her bag
& went back coral edge
today time really quite slow
but it is still very fun since i'm with student
student become 17years old and i become 24years old
hahas..hope student happy with the new bag..

2009-03-13T22:59:00.000-07:00

mimi ah..
people said that action is larger than words.but why you had never really notice our action.why do you just hear.all words are harmless but if you think alot about it,you will mistake it.you need to understand some of the words are just nothing but some meant something.i know i am in the wrong too but i never think you are in the wrong also.it is just that we really care about you and we are also greatful for whatever you have done all this year.we did repay you,it is just you didn't see or maybe you can't see.why can't you remember what we have done good than the ones we did not.how can i make you know that we really love you alot.i can't speak to you myself cause i know there won't be this moment to be serious with you.it is good to see you smilling.did you let us explain what does our word really meant?can you see we care?i know you are hurt by my or our word.
just hope that one day you will understand..

2009-03-11T06:41:00.000-07:00

yesterday after school went to my house first
go to novena with tina
as usual our direction of road is always not good
we take the wrong train and waste our time
finally reach square 2 but the thing we wanted to buy wasn't there anymore
since we can't buy that anymore so we went to plaza singapura
we went to comic connection to buy the bigbang thingy
but we only can find two things in the stall that sell the bigbang
VERY UNBELIEVEBLE!A BIG STORE THAT ONLY HAVE TWO THINGS!
after went back punggol to meet fifi & eddie
waited for 4lrt
went to hougang to meet joey
waited for 5 mrt
my whole day was like in the mrt station.

today 11march 2009
in school there is stupid boy that make me angry.
diao me somemore..IDIOT GUY.
dunno why so many people like him
after school got cca.
sing a new song 'ki' since we are not selected in SYF.
i'm quite happy about it as we do not need to come back during the holidays
dinner we had at serangoon Kee Hock Seafood Resturant
eat SHARK FIN!~
trying my very best to learn the song foolish love
i don think i can continue cause i really dunno how to sing.

sometimes i really think that appearence really matter alot.even though there is a phrase 'do not judge a person by it's cover'.can anyone see a difference between a fat and ugly person vs a one that has shape and pretty/handsome person?even if they dance the same steps,the view of other's will not be the same.the reaction they give will be the different.can someone ugly be famous more or a one with pretty features?everyone is very realistic,no one will give alot of thoughts unless you go close with the person.what if one day you finally talk to the one you have always think is a prince or princess and you found of that he or she isn't what you were always thinking?

2009-03-06T06:13:00.000-08:00

today i learn quite alot of things.
there is a phrase 'tend to forget' but to me is 'live to forget'
everything that happen from the past nobody can really remember
like we are a piece of paper.the paper may tear may get wet.
but there is only limited space.
people may forget all their memories and become a clear paper again but will lose the ones there loved
there is always good or bad.
in the end.everyone will go different ways again.

another thing is..
don't depend on a person too much when you know they will go.
don't love a person too much
the one hurting is not anyone but wil be you

i have gone through quite alot of things for now.i don remember anything when i was young.
the teachers from our school always change,when you already start having a liking of them,they leave.
than what's the point of caring about them anyways.they will go anyway.

2009-02-28T07:22:00.000-08:00

today eat fried maggie for lunch.so nice!

hahas.very long never eat

when to novena again to eat my bento and waiting for edwin.

but happy thing is i finish buying my dbsk sock.

so cute but yet expensive.

i already spend $25 in the sock.

i owe xiaoqian $16.

i haven even buy my mother the sock.

& worst is the jogathon card need to give $10

& my physic textbook haven even buy yet.

everything need money,i really need to find a jog.

i hearing the tohoshinki's bigeastation ep 100.

funny junsu,changmin&jaejoong.

another happy news is during march arashi & tohoshinki going appear in music station or figther TOGETHER!

i hope for more jaejoong in action.
more yunjae oso.

2009-02-23T05:41:00.000-08:00

Today after school i went to Rivervale Mall
to buy my bento.actually only cost $4.50
but cus my stupid eye i saw another bento which is $5.5o
than i waste my $1 cus the dumpling
went home to use computer
helping to do a blog to write fanfic
do something to the DongBang blog oso
all become fanfic de blog.
after that,at night went to Giant Tampines

Something happen,my friend dun understand.i hope she do.she always said she is tired or something and said things that she don even know that she is hurting people.will she understand?will she change not being a "princess"?how to stop her?how to make her understand?she keep calling.but i wont listen.this for her own good.someone from express sec3 help me!

Wans for today :More time to use internet to do my blog things

2009-02-22T06:41:00.000-08:00

today went to cut hair
cut untill very short & ugly
to me is really ugly
after that went to eat at a dunno $5.20 kovan one
the food is ok but to me the service was damn bad.
we went home & play majong
i lose alot of money
sad my coins all gone

progress for contacts: bad in putting in but ok in taking out.
wans for today: YUNJAE!
happy for today: Jaejoong in CDTV 1oth for lovers you want

2009-02-21T07:16:00.000-08:00

today went out with tina and xiaoqian
tina tie a nice scraf around her neck
meet xiaoqian dhoby ghaut at 1pm
xiaoqian wear blue contacts
we went to orchard ,Takashimaya/NeeAng City.
stay in Kinokuniya for 1hour30min.
buy my SM artist book.
got my DBSK picture.
head get dizzy of books.
when to get food to eat.
go back MRT Station to Dhoby Ghaut again.

Dhoby Ghaut we went over to the mall that is beside Park Mall behind Plaza Singapura
walk from 1st floor to the 5th/6th floor.
slow escalator ,waste our time.
leg very tired alr than rest awhile.
went back PS to Daiso & Sebawang.
start looking for cds at Cathay.
the staff in Cathay don even know what is dong fang shen qi but he act.
he call us to go Paragon which is in Orchard for HMV.
we went back Orchard,Paragon,to find HMV.
but we found CD SHOP.
CD SHOP's staff tells us go Heeren for HMV.
we went Heeren but were not able to find de disc i wan.
the staff there said that there is no more stock for the disc
"there is no more this disc can be found in Singapore"
hearing this my heart break.
went to eat Mac at Lucky Plaza than went home.

Progress of contacts:5th day.4th time wearing.wear about 12hour.putting in still need some time but take out is only one try liaos.hahas
Problem with wearing 12hour for the 1st time: dizziness.
Wans for today: DBSK 2nd Asia Tour.

2009-02-20T05:44:00.001-08:00

first of all happy birthday fifi.

eat mac with student after school.

reach home before 2.30 to meet fifi to buy her bdae cake.

actually was planning to buy a $35.60 cake which was 24cm x 15cm

than saw a smaller one so change to $26

the fourleave aunty was like 'WTH'.haas

at night go fetch fifi de uncle.
went to hougang ave 8 to eat fried rice with egg.

Progress of contacts: 4th day.3rd time wearing.improvement of putting in and taking out.

What i wan today: See 3rd DBSK's Mirotic Asia Tour

2009-02-18T06:05:00.000-08:00

finally able to wear my contacts for the second night
after choir i wear the contacts
it take 20min or more.
i go to century square & tampines mall
i reach home,wanting to play computer
do my best to take my contacts out as fast as i could
& i one shot i take my right side and two try for left side
quite a good imporovment for taking out.
hope i can wear to school too someday

2009-02-14T00:30:00.000-08:00

thanks yunnie for helping me do the blog.
talking to student while playing com.
today is valentine day.
dunno whether got celebrate anot today
but don wan to leave my mother alone at home so never go out.
am i a good girl?
finding for dbsk lastest things.

reading winglin fanfic

later go novena velocity & square2

brought two sock jaejoong & yunho's cartoon